Tuesday, September 20, 2011

You deserve 100 death sentences

Never though this would really happen in real life, at least not somewhere near me. I though only in dramas will such stuff happen.

My friend's EX BF was together with my friend because of MONEY._. She's rich and doesn't mean you can treat like this okay bastard. That's not enough, you had another girl? Asshole. You can just break up with any reasons in the world but why would say you were with her because of her money straight in her face?!

Even though I'm not really a close friend to her and she didn't tell me the whole story personally but I still feel bad for her. She's a good girl. Even if she's a bad one, she also doesn't deserve to be treated like a shyt.

If I'm given a chance, I WOULD SLAP HIM HARD. I WILL

Maybe it is a drama. You get dumped by some shyt guy and another good guy will come and make you stand up on your feet again.

화이팅!

- JUNIOR

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

미안.


미안.

Sometimes things don't go the way you want them to. All you can do, walk along or bring it to the right place. People just are too lazy but just follow along. Never did they realise a bigger door is there after the curb.

Do what you should do. The life is yours, it's your choice to make.

Me too. I have almost made all the wrong choices for me. But people around me makes me feel safe.

Making all the right choices but without a single true soul by your side? You still feel lonely when you are standing with a crowd.

I don't know. Not now. Whether the choices I make is right.

Everyday, I remind myself to stand in the right path but I always stray myself somewhere else. How to stay focus?

People might find their life bad and see my life good. It's just the surface. I might be smiling by now but you got no idea what's hiding behind that smile. It's just a cover, to put all the sadness aside for just awhile.

Something that happened three years ago changed my life. One person less to love me.

You always ask me why I disappeared the whole week that year. All I did was smile back. I never spoke a word about it to you. I don't want to feel sympathised. Or maybe I should say, I never wanted to accept that fact he's gone forever.

He always scolded me. I thought he loved my sister more. But I was wrong. Before he went to that faraway place, he asked everyone to take care of me. Why? I never had a single teardrop after he went off.

Nobody knew tears were all lost during the showers. Nobody.

I regret whatever I did to you. If only time could turn back now.

미안 아버지.



- JUNIOR