It’s been long since I've written something long.
Our friendship is actually on the verge of
breaking or already has broken, if you like, because of a girl. You told me
that you didn't actually like her as much as all of us think you do,
and it was only because of some traits. A girl whom no one of us is sure if she
would return anything back to you.
At first, I was actually fine with you telling me about her. But I
can tell you, you’re going overboard and expecting too much of me to understand
your situation. I know you’re vexed of not knowing why she does certain things,
but neither do I know anything about her. When I said let nature take its
course, I didn't literally mean anything to sleep all day and do nothing. But oh
well, you really did nothing. So stop complaining like it would you in any way
to get her in your hands.
Your pessimism really is on another level. I really hate people
being so pessimistic about something, and I have already tolerated your
nonsense for the billionth time. You said that I have attitude problems, no patience and
tolerance, and you’re testing it, oh no, you have already tested it. And the flaw you said you FINALLY FOUND, sounds like a motive to me. So you're actually trying to find fault in me all this while? I see. The thing I wanted to laugh at is, attitude problems. HAHAHA. I can say, I have never really showed any attitude in this clique, have I? I have
been really patient with you and told you that I can’t give advice but you
keeping asking how. I have offered you the HK, but you didn't want it then there’s
nothing I can do. I really tried my utmost best to tell you to try harder and
stuff.
I wasn't the only one you have pissed off but yet you still think
we are the ones with attitude. You are actually the problem, if you haven’t realised.
You think you and the things you do are right. I have never tolerated
anyone with so much crap before, seriously. There are many times I wanted to
just shout at you for stop being a pussy and do what you think is right. But at
the thought that our friendship might just vanish, I held my anger back. You
really have no idea how much tolerance I had for you. I have always wondered
why the other person can deal so much crap with you.
I might be a disappointment to you, but you are to me too.
