first month!

today marks my first month of work! work and people there have been awesome, enjoying it so much! and to celebrate this day, i chipped a burette!! gotta throw the burette despite the small small chip awwww :( everyone is getting along really well <3 the testings we do are fun and almost ALL OF THEM are things i studied but never seen before. GC is fun, AAS is troublesome because most of the reagents have to be fresh :(, EDXRF is easy as fuck and many others.

although i always feel tired after work but i totally love the work im doing! im totally loving the testings we are doing BUT there are still a lot of unfamiliar methods. will be running some real samples tomorrow! luckily most of the samples will be tested for methods i have practised on before. realised that most of the testings require a lot of waiting time.. i wonder if i can go home on time tomorrow.

my friends said to me its hard to find a job that you really enjoy and love doing. yeah. for me, its really easy. all i wanted is to work in a laboratory, seriously any laboratory. in school, im always wide awake when im doing my experiments and once the lab sessions end, i will drop dead. hahahaha thats my love for lab! its the same for now too. i drop dead after work unless something good happens. one thing that im not sure about is, what will it be like if my 12 hours shift work starts? i will be doing permanent morning shift for probably the first two months and rotating shifts after. seniors told us that you will basically have no life when shift starts. work, go home sleep, work and go home sleep. this continues until your off days come. not exactly sure how will the shift work out now, the exact plan is not yet out.


i really love this job now <3

a job! YAY

after months of searching, finally a company wants me! LOL. told my friends that I got one, and guess what, all bombed me, wanting me to treat them food. hahahaha. 

anyways the new place was alright. there were other newbies entering the company with me so it's fine. the people are friendly although some of them might look cool. well there's one guy who stood out to me. he's so cute but he can be really cool. he talked to me as if he's really friendly for two days then the next day, he totally ignored me. lol I don't know why though. well, he's just my eye candy which will motivate me at work! yes yes, we are in the same team! yay^-^v

have got 200+ procedures to be trained in! have only got trained for less than 20 procedures and there are a few that I have yet fully understood. time, I need time!

he's BIG DAY!

it could be my wishful thinking since there were better girls that could have caught his eyes. but I like the feeling of ambiguousity! but yeah, I could almost be sure he's interested in the other girl, I guess I know who. hahahaha. had so much fun the whole day. woke up at 6, was excited and nervous for the newly wed. headed to the reception of the holding place. met up with my friends who were required even earlier than I do. saw the bride and the groom. so happy. meet some nice new people. great buffet lunch and BBQ dinner.

and yeah I wore a dress after a million years. I almost caused an uproar on Facebook. okay fine, I'm exaggerating. but yeah I felt damn weird wearing one and this dress was so flared, I had to really hold down the dress with those heavy wind. lol what a day to wear a dress! f3

all in all, fun day. 

ALL THE BEST WISHES FOR THE NEWLY WED!

another one

sigh, why does my friends revolve around bad people? her guy liked another girl from his workplace and they both broke up. OMG. we were friends for more than four years already. now, our clique lost one person :( and she went back to her ex boyfriend. I'm not saying anything but I dislike your ex ALOT. 

we met up for escape artist and his attitude really intolerable. he kept making comments as if he knew everything but all he did was nothing but guessing those answers randomly and yeah he was lucky. I know our friend was bad to you, but I'm sorry to say this guy's attitude really has got problem. 

we only met for the first time yestersay and he acted like arrogantly arrogant

time and youth

I don't know what will happen next for her. the guy is the worst. by saying he wants to have girlfriend experience is a big stupid excuse. you proposed and a month to the wedding, you want to give up on a six years relationship?! WTF? I don't know will she handle this situation. all I can do is to hope for the best she starts afresh. 

she loves you, so much. all you gave her was a third party to end your relationship with her. no matter how many sorries you said to her wouldn't help her get through this crap. but it's better to find out before getting married. that's the only good thing up to this point. 

I'm crying for her now:( the time and youth she wasted on you. 

Benedict Cumberbatch on TIME

there was quite a huge uproar at time magazine for not publishing Benedict Cumberbatch as the cover page for issues in America. only international issues have Benedict. I was lucky!  

victim?

hate people playing victim. I didn't do you any wrong, so stop acting like I did._. my god, you're a guy man. zzz